Its 2011 ALREADY?! A ranted update!

WOW, time just goes wherever it pleases!

It's been so long since I've given my blog the satisfaction to be written on, I know this would be considered child abuse in real life, but when one lacks the inspiration to write, then you know theres trouble brewing in one's horizon!

I just recently celebrated my 19TH Birthday, which was in December! I finally hit the important mile stone (In Canada) that is! I am liberated and empowered to do whatever I please, because I am finally recognized as an Adult here, so what I have to say is important...right?

We hold so much power as an individual yet we don't know how to use it in massed numbers! We can do so much, if only we stepped up and contributed to the matter!

For someone so young I have undergone a lot in my life, especially the past few years. I'm constantly learning from my wrong doings and failures, but yet I seem to always attract the garbage? Do I have a magnet attached to me strictly screening for a way to cause more stress/drama in my life!

Working in general is a tedious thing, especially when you're not given the opportunity to expand your knowledge and broaden your experience as an Ambassador for your company (Generally) speaking of course. I can't fathom why people are always criticized for the choice of work they do. I just don't understand, where is the support system when you need it?

It's extremely tiring being constantly knocked down, only to hear you're not good enough and what I choose to do isn't worth the time of day for you apparently! Does anyone ever feel like throwing the towel in and just giving up and ending it all?! Cause sometimes I do... I can be the first one to admit that, but I don't, I never give anyone the satisfaction that they won, unless it's for reason's that make sense!

We have so many flaws in life and in the world....why is it so hard to embrace the positives?

BE someone who can make that difference.
Don't BE scared to take a risk.
Be empowered by the things that matter to you most.
and certainly BE patient with life, it really does have a lot to give you, if you take it one day at a time of course!

Counter-Clockwise it seems...

Well just as one thinks they're getting a head of things, things decide to go backwards. Pressing matters always seem to surface and yet it's mind crippling for ones mental balance. How are we to make progress if we aren't given the suitable tools to make that necessary approach successful?

It can be annoying when you discover little things turning out to be HUGE things, but no one ever seems to advise you on the pressing matter ahead of time. Only time will allow us to recover the inevitable lose of our hard work! We as human beings are more susceptible to these barriers then some others that coincide along us.

Can one's anti-productive measures be there cause of failure, even if there is no fault and it is naturals own downfall?

Julian Manna

Take One, Ready, Set, ACTION..?!

Hey my fellow readers and Gleeks!

I've been practicing the past few months, pieces that I will use for my audition for GLEE the hit TV show featured on FOX. I've finally pulled through after so many practices and decided I am going to go with "Take a Bow" By Rihanna I am very eager to show em what I got, I love the show, and it just seems to fit my personality so well. Decided I'd change it up and go with something I know I'd enjoy singing I'm doing this for fun basically, and of course I'm sure there is someone better then me out there but all I know is that I have to give it my best and that's all that matters!

Will see how it all goes,I am super stoked....I'll keep you posted.

Revisiting my homeland!

Well when I say homeland I mean back in Toronto for just the week!
I'm looking forward to seeing some of my friends from the past and seeing what adventures come fourth.

I'm also alittle uneasy seeing a few individuals, hesitant that it will re-open closed doorways, but I can't fear the unpredicted but simply embrace the path that comes towards me.

Day 1,
Coming back to Toronto, going to a passover dinner to celebrate with family/extended family.I was alittle unsure of what to expect. You see our family is different, we are separated from one another seeing each other maybe once or twice a year, maybe even a funeral. If I had to compare them to a certain social-group it would be of the Tribe hierarchy, especially when it comes to the Elders (1st generation)they all seem to have some sort of grudge set out towards everyone, a grudge that has lasted their entire lifetime for what reasons I do not fathom. It becomes tiring if I must put in my two cents.

The youngest generation being the (3rd generation) are used like pawns in a war that seems like it has no end. All sense of diplomaticism becomes extinct, who stole this, who did that. WHO gives well a fuck. (Pardon my choice of word)

However tonight wasn't as bad as the previous dinners I've been graced to attend too. However pressing topics always seem to come up, especially ignorant topics by few individuals in this world who sadly are the reason why our social groups are made to stand out, named and alienated from the social norms of society. People have the potential to be smart and learn from the world, but yet be so stupid. I don't believe in referring to people as being stupid, but man how dull can you get when you discuss certain topics. Sex/Religion/Sexual Orientation/Politics of course you're entitled to your own opinion, and a opinion that can be freely expressed but only to a certain extent of when it starts to become hostile. Who are we as people to judge? I simply don't, I embrace life for what it offers...I just don't go looking for the greener patch of grass in the yard.

Points to ponder I assume, points that will probably stick with me for as long as I breathe. But I'll leave you all with this, if you could change something about our whole social structure, our sense of hierarchical groups which classifies what it means to be part of the whole term of "Social Norms" in our society. What would you change in regards to peoples views on "Sex/Religion/Sexual Orientation/Politics" how would you exercise a more efficient, clean outlook and more welcoming way to the sort of life styles people choose to live?

Julian Manna

Life Update Vol.2

I am nearly at that (1) year milestone in Waterloo this July. I know its still a few months away, but man where does time go?

My year has been successful in a few ways:

1)My overall health has improved immensely, I feel better about who I am. Stress levels are lower then what they used to be and I am living an active life. Socializing and also working out to get myself to where I need to be.

2)My year long life experience discovering who I am psychologically, I am able to make choices for my own well being. I know what I want and I'm not afraid to go after it.
I find I have more confidence almost so much that I would be called cocky. I still remain out spoken and kind hearted for the things I believe in.

3)I have begun to mend some broken connections between people I have cut out of my life for the past year. I am slowly re-evaluating who and what these people mean to me and I am slowly re-connecting and establishing communication.

(4) to be continued.

5)I've discovered new passions that I've never really given thought to ever happening in my life time.

6)I am now a proud member of the equestrian community, recently bought a horse named Jemma and I'd like to welcome her to my family.

and

7)I'm slowly finding my inspiration and creativity source and feeling a live.

*Don't mind the dates on the pictures they're wrong they were actually taken in March 2010*





Julian Manna

Life in a Nut SHELL!

Well, I have a month and some odd weeks left of school yay ME! I suppose life is going great for me in a 'oxymoron' type of way. I am in survival mode trying to ensure my placement for grad is secured, however obstacles even towards the end seem to be presented to me. I have so much going on that I am being pulled in a hundred different directions, graduation, prom,quitting my job, starting a new chapter in Waterloo oh and did I forget to say that I'm also moving to Waterloo with my mum?!

However something new has come abroad...something in which has intrigued my mind and physical capabilities. A new sport has seemed to come of interest and has resurfaced my mind, something that I've always enjoyed, but just never really gotten back to it. The art of 'Horseback Riding' has come back to visit me with a new hopping chance...It's amazing the way "word of mouth" works around us throughout our everyday lives. A lady in which I know has inspired me to check things out and see how things work in the Equestrian Community. I've fallen in love with this new hobbie that I've decided to enroll myself in private lessons at 'The Horse Palace' at the Exhibition Place, where I will learn the ropes of riding again. If you are a horse enthusiast yourself I highly suggest you check this place out if you haven't already known of its existence.


*Metro, a face that you simply cannot resist*

Like I say, you never know if you like something unless you try it, so let me present you with a challenge, go out and try something new, because you never know whats waiting for you out there

I shall be starting my equine adventure within the next week or so, and we shall see what happens...I'll try posting some pictures of the lesson/videos....

but for now I will retire, its nearly 2:30am....and a boy my age should be in bed ....haha (as if)..
See ya later!

Foresaken Love

That long instilled ever lasting memory of you still seems to be engraved in my mind, hoping that possibly it might loosen and dissipate and depart from me at anytime. Playing it over and over, different scenario's in my mind wondering what could have been and possibly done, but yet we are here now, present day with no you. Time constantly playing its trickery; it goes by so fast and acts on its own accord, but in fact you aren't given the option of rewinding and re-living your past.

The love I have for you is never ending, and although you hurt me, and broke my heart into a million pieces, I allow myself to feel this way for you. Love is a holy word that is cherished and held sacred in my life. When I simply told you I loved you, it was truly meant and not just said like an over-used hello. Ironically our story is somewhat similar to the one's of Romeo and Juliet, a Montague and Capulet falling in love, simply two opposites from two sides of the world joining side by side, simply because love permitted them. However; our ending wasn't as cliche but simply un-original.

At times I felt like our fire was dying simply because you did'nt communicate your perspective on things, and therefore I acted as the engine of both sides, constantly feeding the fire, but mainly I was uncertain of your capabilities to shape what we had. We trusted one another, we talked about things that we usually didn't share amongst our crowds, but yet we built a sense of bond that no one could have compared to.

Where did we go wrong?
What does one say or do?
How do I fight for something that seems lost and unwanted?
But now that I look at it,we are no longer "We", but simply its is just I,
lets face it, until the day I die you will remain that mysterious love that was truly never figured out; but simply an everlasting memory...

By: Julian Manna

Life seems a blur, goals tends to be disorganized, and my drive seems to be unclear. University constantly in the back of my mind, being successful and healthy especially being that perfect person I have been set to be, trying so hard to please everyone but knowing I bring no justice to my plea, but simply an unwilling act of forced hope is thrown upon me. Maturing so fast has derived me of what I could have been, seeing my life now and 4 years ago could have marked, no wait..it could have changed me for a better me, someone who had no fears of failure, but now I feel that I am that person with no drive, knowing and understanding that I am nearing the end of my cycle simply without a backup stimulus plan .

Deciding to do something more practical is thrown my way, constantly being pushed to my limit knowing I'm about to bust and cease functioning, yet something inside me. That sub-conscious power invokes my past facades bringing them out of there slumber to reveal an unpromising future. My inner masks compromised, slowly re-inhibiting my body to go on for something that feels lost. Yet parts of me are distilled into fragments, each piece getting smaller and smaller until it is invincible to the human eye.

How long can I keep trekking an endless road with no water in me? I tend to look in the mirror, and simply practice breathing, the longer I seem to practice the more I notice that my lungs are no longer filling with air, am I suffocating in my own demise, of some hallowed realm. How long must this go on for?

Just awaken and instill me to breath...

Shadow

My shadow, a life long partner.
Once again returning after its long departure.
Bringing its unnatural gloominess to plague my mind.
The seams are slowly ripping apart from one another,
and I am unable to keep them together.

Contrast and shades seem to form me as a person,
it's what defines me as a "dark" radiant color.
I am unable to carry fourth and lock away my shadow,
making me its subject, a mere resource to lash out at.

Sunlight revealing my true character, for which I barely know.
A mere puppet in which commands me setting me on autopilot most days.
Am I my own demon, my own nightmare?

When am I to witness another devastating downfall,
Love and Regret seem to be of my day to day vocabulary but why?
I seem to question my ability to think and act as a human being, is it
for the sake of my sanity or the precious dream I wish to achieve and obtain.

A New Day...

Within a few hours my body will gain physically another year to it, my spirit preparing itself to withhold another years worth of memories, pains, laughs, and nightmares. I shall again dream another dream in hopes to waking up to another place. I seem to ponder about "time" a lot, it seems to phase my mind during the day of my regular routines. I wonder why or how we age, who really determines that we are simply a number? Of course we are told we were born at such and such a time, but we were not.

We were simply alive for 9 months in our internal homes. Life is but a dream? In some cases it can be good, but in most its a bad dream, humans come and go leaving this world with or without a cause, but how do you mark an eternal placement within this world? Who will remember us 100 years from now, will we be an unfortunate race, a "lost bloodline" or a legacy of some sort that will be remembered through history but most of all in peoples minds?

We do not determine whats rightfully ours but in a way we are given a place where we receive rights and a sense of freedom?

But for today this theory shall be put to rest for the years to come and it shall once again come alive when the time is right, now it is time to lock yet again another years worth of memories into a life long pensive, that I have obtained since birth and now I've come to pay my respects and say goodbye to a forever gone friend I bid you adieu my 16 year old self. For I will never get to relive these days with you, instead I will be 1 more year advanced then I was with you and for now our playground is within our dreams.

A Plagued Soul

Monday, March 23, 2009 at 1:19am

The mind coming full circle with the heart, constant doubt phasing ones mind. How are we too determine whats fiction and non-fiction really is? Why are we so determined to find failure and faults within others. Doubt seems to phase an individuals mind in the focal points of our days! We seem to strive for that all American Dream, you know the one about Gatsby wanting Daisy, but knowing in the end shes unattainable.

Why do we walk so blindly? Especially because we know we aren't ready to take that step of understanding of ones true potential? Is there reason in why you push a person, a soul, a human being away from your plagued mind?

This darkness is consuming ones self, for all the wrong reasons, its beginning to choke you and disorient your motives and decisions. Who else is better to understand you, but yourself. However how can one speak with knowledge when one does not understand his objective, How is one to understand when he doesn't understand himself? You talk about difference in morals that I seem to pertain, yet you question my persona!

You are insecure because you don't understand what the act of trust is, you fight so hard but get burned. Yet you push any predicted fates that are to come your way especially when you finally get that ever so desired taste of what it really could be in your mind. One must be willing for change. One must want a change. But one cannot be forced upon this idea, if one does not seek the change.

Ask yourself this, are you truly ready to initiate yourself in a commitment? Are you Physically, Mentally, and Emotionally stable to undergo such a path? How long can you continue this treacherous pain?

It will never be suppressed as long as its left to feed upon you.....

Fictitious Playground

Writing to me is a Dramatic Art, an act given to me, calling me fourth to demonstrate my ability as an actor, a mere puppet in this case reciting lines that my creator has given me. As I get in depth with the fabricated plot, the story in which I begin to piece together in scenes gives life to me, and I am able to breath and speak for the very first time. I am alive, reborn as someone else when portraying my assigned character. The sounding of each word seems more, and more believable, the lights on stage giving me a physical power and a solid surrounding is allotted to me, and I am given a temporary and limited "Will" of some sort. I suppose a contracted (Right) is granted to me. However although this story seems like it can go on forever, I know that it will not; simply because all things come full circle and end.

But who determines my ending, why can't I stick with one character, one personality, one mind; instead I am recycled and reused when appropriate. Why can I not be heard forever? My sole purpose is to belay a message, I am my creators messenger, I can speak feverishly until I am blue in the face but whether the "critics" also known as my audience; believes my performance is even more vital. They are my instilled hope for my future. My fabricated heart becomes numb as it knows its upon judgment. As I wait on stage feeling like I am being tried for high treason. I hear nothing, and although it might only be for a moments time, it feels like a century has passed me by. Will I get a standing ovation or will no one rise? Thoughts in my mind begin to surge like electricity exploding from a power plant. Will the verdict finally be revealed am I to be innocent in this charge, or shall I be found guilty and be scarred with the word Failure.

Once people grow tired of me the light from my eyes slowly fade, and I slowly begin to vanish into total darkness, my stage becoming smaller and smaller forcing me out. I am to resign and take on a title of a forgotten creation; a broken character you may say. The writer has grown out of his playground, he or she may do whatever they want with their fictitious powers. Who am I to stand in their way, I am to comply with their wishes and die as told.

I am simply a writers hobbie, nothing more then a creation of their Will...

I'm simply that fictitious character who you once referred too.

(Exit Stage)

The End

The New Year and Such.....

Hey everyone,

Well my birthday was successful if you read my last post I was feeling a little philosophical and decided to express myself through a rant of some sort! Since the new year is upon approach I am going to try and write on my blog every couple of days to keep myself occupied and you readers happy. I've had a few people come to me with guilt trips on why I don't write often so I figured if people are actually going to take the time to read it then why not give the public what they demand! So I guess its my new years promise? Hm that should be easy (hopefully)!

So whats new... OH! My mum is trying to get me into going to write my drivers test but I think I have developed some fear on going to write it again since I've failed it before! I hate tests why can't they just give me the bloody license or let one of my mistakes go and say YOU PASSED! But NO they have to be anal and say you failed "GET BACK IN LINE AND BUY YOUR TICKET" *sigh*

So in a way I am kind of trying to avoid it and in some weird way I am not! I guess we shall see.
Another thing is I have bills coming out of my ass, they seem to just keep coming and coming and coming!

I believe I have bad spending habits, and am in need of a budge coach someone to say "No Julian don't buy that you don't need it"...Anyone up for the job? ...That's my money crisis for now!

as for Youtube, I've been hearing a lot of ranting and raving about this "Flip Cam" object...Perhaps I should invest in one? Since I don't have a proper camera to record short videos!

School starts back up next Monday oh joy... I am not looking forward to that but then again I miss everyone so it'll be nice to go back! I think my blog is long enough for now and its time for me to say "Ta Ta" I'm sure I will have some more juicy gossip in the next coming days!

A New Day ...

Within a few hours my body will gain physically another year to it, my spirit preparing itself to withhold another years worth of memories, pains, laughs, and nightmares. I shall again dream another dream in hopes to waking up to another place. I seem to ponder about "time" a lot, it seems to phase my mind during the day of my regular routines. I wonder why or how we age, who really determines that we are simply a number? Of course we are told we were born at such and such a time, but we were not.

We were simply alive for 9 months in our internal homes. Life is but a dream? In some cases it can be good, but in most its a bad dream, humans come and go leaving this world with or without a cause, but how do you mark an eternal placement within this world? Who will remember us 100 years from now, will we be an unfortunate race, a "lost bloodline" or a legacy of some sort that will be remembered through history but most of all in peoples minds?

We do not determine whats rightfully ours but in a way we are given a place where we receive rights and a sense of freedom?

But for today this theory shall be put to rest for the years to come and it shall once again come alive when the time is right, now it is time to lock yet again another years worth of memories into a life long pensive, that I have obtained since birth and now I've come to pay my respects and say goodbye to a forever gone friend I bid you adieu my 16 year old self. For I will never get to relive these days with you, instead I will be 1 more year advanced then I was with you and for now our playground is within our dreams.

Questioning Life?!

I write this blog tonight unlike any others I tend to write, to hear such news of someone of my kind, my age, a mere boy who has barely felt the transition of adolescence. Getting held up and killed for his possessions. Who in there right mind decides to take life from another individual, It is not my decision nor should it be others. Boris Cikovic, a 17 year old male was shot three times in a park nearby his home Friday October 3rd, walking with a group of friends through the park at a somewhat unreasonable hour, encountering a group of up-to no good person(s).... He was killed for something so..useless, a mere bag...Was it really necessary for this predator to commit such a deed? One thing I will say did you really have to go to that extent and take a life of a young man who had his whole life ahead of him, you not only killed one but three people.... Whoever you can't run for long, you will be found.

In loving memory of Boris Cikovic a young man I've never met, but feel that I'm able to relate to, may your journey and life in heaven be a much more successful one then you had lived on earth.

The Pissed Off Blogger!

To be or not to be...that is the question..no no...Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow!

This summer has been indeed a unique one, I am weary of the literary battle....It seems to me that it will never end oh why oh why...Do I cry out to thee?

Yeah Yeah Yeah...Cry me a river I know, I know....

So...the last two weeks out of three have felt like....brain stimulating boot camp....(HELP ME)...I don't know whether it's the (2) plays and (1) novel that we have read or the fact that we have written so many MLA formatted pieces?!

As of now I appear to be fine, but then what is to be expected after when this, tiring battle is over...SLEEP GOSH DANG IT! That what I am going to do , I have been deprived of sleep for the following 2 WEEKS ...2 weeks DO YOU know what it's like to lack SLEEP!

I don't think you do....try talking about going on with your day with about 2-3 hours of sleep?!
Yet I am still pulling in the good marks something indeed must be going for me.

With all of the PROPER wording(s)...

"Thus bringing the reader to a fatal conclusion that Holden Caulfield is indeed mentally, and physically unstable for his own well being. Fully understanding the route of his hospitalization was the cause of his disastrous downfall in the very society that had sworn to never become."

If I have to write ONE more essay I think I'm going to end up in the freaking loony bin like dear old Caulfield.

ANYWAYS....back to reality...
Besides the fact that I have gone mad....over my "bloody hands..." (Macbeth) it seems life keeps me going day by day..I have not yet gotten my Iphone, I've been holding out for too long I am breaking to the pressure..I literally had a finger Orgasm on Saturday just as I was leaving work...I want one so badly..But I don't know ...I'm still at a brawl with myself...

Besides that I only have about 4-5 days more of summer school and then I am completely free for the time being..until September GOD school is such a cinch. It keeps on going and going and going....

But August I have some stuff lined up for me, some university tours that I am to go on, sounds like fun I know....I'll be sure to bring a pen and paper to write stuff down :P.....and yes I'll be sure to ask the many annoying questions that they really do hate to answer!

But hey thats me....so I think I've taken my blog to the very next step..by writing...continuously over and over and over?! It's ever so long but yes to informative?! Maybe this is what my teacher means by being "To flowery" ...hrm.....NAH......Flowery ha. ha. ha.... anyways I hope to be more intact with my schedule now I do feel badly that I have neglected my ever so loving blog...but I have my reasons..and I'm sure it will understand at one point of its electronic life!


Well this is Julian reporting the day to day life of JM.......Gosh..I feel so FICTIONAL now...
Secretly I am famous in the Philippines....shhhhhhhhh.

And that's a wrap for today!
Signed Gossip Boy...
(I know I tried, give me credit for trying)...

Thoughts Of Expression?!

Well it has been a mere 24 hours and no "new" news has been reported seeming that the website (ruinediphone.com) crashed because of a over flow of page surfing, the servers simply crashed and the hosts exclaimed a mere message over over bandwidth!

It seems for now Rogers is keeping all "Hush Hush" as they prepare for the second wave seeming the website is back up after the webmaster signed with a new Domain Server..man gotta love "options"!

All we can do is wait and see what comes out from HQ for now the resistance is up and under heavy fire...will they be able to hold out much longer or will the simply take the plunge.

As today is July 2nd, 2008 it is also a very important day for myself, yes a new life! haha As if I start 3 weeks of hell in summer school, oh bliss oh joy. I will probably will not be on as frequent as I have for the past few weeks since school will probably consume me to the max!

I do hope everyone is enjoying there summer holidays for which i know I am....(not...) but what can I say things happen for a reason right?!

Well for my concluding statement I guess I will begin to discuss the matter of.....going to bed roflo!

yes bed GOOD'MORNIGHT yall!

JulianManna
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Rogers pulling the plug? PR reps panicking for the uprise!

It's safe to assume that Rogers is behind the "unexpected" access denied to view www.ruinediphone.com...Only to buy them sometime, as the Online Petition was growing rapidly with thousands of signatures. Or we can just say the server ...crashed because of the high volume traffic, yeah right!

I've been keeping up with recent news of the Iphone 3G's crazy arrival to Canadian soil. It seems Rogers is moving backwards instead of forward? They have now released an official statement from a PR Rep stating that "existing Rogers customers can simply keep there current Data plans and can use the options of the "exclusive" Iphone 3G plans to attain more data usage?" It looks to me that they are starting to freak out with the HIGH but negative feedback on their insane prices.

With this being said, could all our effort to make a difference actually MAKE a difference? Or is this a mirage of some sort to makes us feel that something is being done, it looks to me that they are just doing this to buy time, sept its time they don't have with just a week to its arrival and selling date, will the Iphone be successful or will it plumit to hell?

My guess the more we keep pushing the more they will bend! As of now the petition site is down, but with a reliable source the site will be up simultaneously within a few hours, under a new server provider.

The swords are still clashing, neither side has yet to claim any sort of victory, how will this war end?

I don't know but will find out soon enough.

Back to Reality?! Iphone 3G...Dissappointment to many!

In about 12 days and odd hours, the Iphone 3G, however as Rogers/Fido motto something big is coming....! Beside the fact of there motto, something else that is much BIGGER is their outrageous Data/Voice plans!

I have been counting down the days for the Apple Gods to bestow their beautiful creations to the great CANADIAN nation, well ...not so great anymore with these ridiculous prices.

It seems many (including myself) seem to disagree with Rogers/Fido new *Exclusive* Iphone plans! It's really just down right shameful, to see such a beautiful piece of machinery being put to an absolute waste because of their monopolist masters! I myself was looking forward to waiting and purchasing an Iphone 3G on July 11,2008, as we stand in this time I can't but help feel that my heart and mind have been persuaded not to buy it.

I amongst many others have signed the petition that is roaming thee virtual world (The World Wide Web) yes you heard me the net!

Over 20,000 Unique person(s) have signed this petition Canadian & Non-Canadian(s) showing there support.

A man that goes by the name of James Hallen created a website, a massive petition in this case to persuade Rogers/Fido to reconsider there suicidal pricing plan, Click Here. Please show your support and sign the petition for we can only be hopeful that Ted Rogers will reconsider his actions, Many Canadians are furious with this matter and are threatening to Boycott Rogers/Fido on the release date (July 11th,2008).

It won't be pretty with the protest if Rogers doesn't something quickly, I personally will not buy a product from either one of the two GSM network Companies, as sad as it may seem they're both owned by the same company (Rogers) so either way your getting screwed over if you think your getting a better deal at Fido.

All we can do now is wait and see what "Robbers" cooks up next, will there next move be a much more satisfying one for us Canadians, or will they simply ignore the fact and loose hundreds even thousands of customers to its new Idol phone?

We shall see...

Julian Manna
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Pondering Thoughts Before Bed!

Good day everyone...It seems to me that I have weird tendencies to write at peak hours of the day!

It is now 4:25, and I suspect you are all in bed by now, I on the other hand am not, although as soon as I finish this lovely little blog I plan on hitting that ever so soft pillow and vanishing into the dream realm.

A few things on my mind, that I felt must be said before I go and wander off in dreamland.

I'd like to say Good luck to Rachel on her audition later today, I know she will do amazing and they're just going to love her!

Secondly: Life for me has been somewhat challenging especially this last week with me being sick and all, I sadly have been diagnosed with Bronchitis that has been living in my ever so precious lungs :( and I had pink eye..disgusting and sketchy I know but I am much better now, however my coughs seem to consume and restrict air into my lungs which at times can be a drag.....

but besides that life has been okay, I have some major assignments that must be completed by this weekend I have been procrastinating WAY to much, and I am only screwing myself over!

I've also talked about a trip a few blogs ago, well it still on the go, just the money isn't going so well I hope I can bring the ship back up from the depths! I can feel sun beaming on me already!!!!

On a much more saddened note, I am quite concerned with a certain someone, they seem to be in so much pain and I feel helpless, how can I steer them in the right way. I've stuck with this person for a long time and I just wonder what more I could do for them. There life hasn't been so peachy and fair but I am sure that one day happiness will find its way to them, I just know it will.

well I think I've concluded my thoughts for today, and I am long due for a good sleep, just so much going on in my head its like a never ending flow of electricity!

I say hello to everyone, and good morning. But it is time that I, retreat to my chambers and revitalize my energy for another hectic day!

Good Mor'night to you all!