Sunday, December 16, 2007

The Dream


Laying in my chambers silently as I hear the howling winds, blowing against my window.
Covered up as a grizzly bear about to go into hibernation. Am I to hide from society, or am I hiding from the one that can affect me most, the lack of “will” to succeed, and achieve in life are very slim these days.

As the dark scary shadows come nearer and near, my heart begins to beat faster and faster almost as if it was skipping a beat or two.
I lay here reminiscing of what I have done in life, all my memories, hidden in my mind waiting to be discovered as if, buried treasure waiting to be found.

Why conceal my memories, these are the things I love most, can it be possible for I fear to loose thee, I hear loud noises coming from every direction unable to determine the voices master.
Who could this culprit be disturbing me and my thoughts, what does it want from thee.
Why do my shadows haunt I? Go away I shout in a threatening manner, but seeing that my threats are causing no effects.

Why do I frighten, I’m in a space which I am familiar with, but yet I still feel in harms way.
Unable to protect myself and valuables, leave me alone I begin to toss and turn feeling as if I was captured by a fishing net.
Unable to escape and breath freely.

For O what I dearly crave most. I can’t but somewhat notice that I stand here now talking to myself.
What could this truly mean? By now this hallowed place is pitch black and I am unable to see my own two hands before me.
But yet I cannot help but feel a presence in the room, maybe a beast has come to save me from societies hell?
I get up from where I lay and feel as if I am falling into a dark hole, O where have I gone, as I look into the darkness, the nothingness.

A figure stumbles around me I can’t help but hear their heavy footsteps as it comes closer and closer walking loud and clunky not caring that it may be discovered any moment, and at last I see a man behind a mask concealing his true identity, whispering to me in a language I have not heard before but I am unable to understand.
I begin to too zoom out as if the whole room was beginning to be unfocused. I suddenly awake from this horrid dream and realize that I have been startled by the thunderous roar!

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